You're still my bad habit, &I'm still an addict ~

Story of my life;

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, and it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...A murderer

I feel it in the air, as I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek, as he reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long, just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...A murderer

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with,

I don't wanna do this

Anymore

I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...

A murderer