You're still my bad habit, &I'm still an addict ~

I'm in love with a boy, that don't seem to care. But I still love him. Am I stupid? Am I an idiot? Am I just playing with myself? I hate this, because I'd do everything for just one person, but he is blind.

He is blind maybe, he is playing perhaps, but I still love him.

What should I do? Should I kill myself? Should I still being in love with him?

Whatever. The one that doesn't plays, is the one that doesn't wins.

So, I'll still walk. I don't deserve to dive, I'll be waiting for a destiny sign, a sign of happyness.